I've been gone for so long, coming back has been twice as hard. I have a million things I could write, but honestly, I'm not so sure how to put into words the things that I'm feeling or thinking.
I've struggled with the "healthy" aspect of things. I don't eat as much junk, I guess. But lately, I've struggled with eating much at all.
I feel anxious, most days. On edge, as though, at any second, a ticking bomb could go off.
I'm happy, but sometimes I wonder, worry, if it's enough.
Am I enough?
The self confidence is lacking.
& there comes the truth.
Luckily, I can start over. Fresh. Clean.
So here I am. Brushing all the bad, the down, the lacking away. Because no matter how many times I have to start over, I'm doing it.
Tomorrow's goal? More water. Simple enough, yes?
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Welcome back. :) You can do it! I'm here to help provide the confidence that you will find again. :) Do you have a number in mind for your water goal?
ReplyDeleteWelcome back darling. We missed you!! Xxoo
ReplyDeleteI think you are amazing! I've been meaning to text you and see how its going, but I remember around 2am & only I'm ready to receive conversation in the middle of the night haha.
ReplyDeleteHugs!
Love you!!!!
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